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Thursday, December 30, 2010











Model: Danielle Jamie Raj
Make-Up: Danica Tan
Hair & Photos: Rachel Durano Wan


Today was fun (:

Monday, December 27, 2010

Today, we had a picnic! Nadhrah cooked spaghetti for us and brought like two whole trays to the picnic! On top of that, she still brought boxes of Sushi! Nat brought potato salad that she made herself. Didn't know that owl could make any food, haha! There was so much food that we didn't even get to touch Afiq's share of potluck food! Yi Wei also bought a kite at the shop there. It flew oh so high up! Kite's name is UWEEI! Hahahaha. Xiao Wei Wei also bought a remote control helicopter for himself. The rest of us were chating & laughing & eating while he was sitting one side reading the manual. Small boi. :D 

Then Afiq, Nads & Nat went to play in the water. Then paid the price later cuz they didn't have any spare clothing. Lol, should have thought of that huh! Hehehe. Afiq kept complaining that his butt was cold cuz of his pants, and he didn't want to sit down for a long time. Wendy & Danica couldn't make it today....:& their presents are still with me! 

Damn has Nadhrah grown! ♥

UWEEI! Hehehe.


Freakin Mat. Hahaha

♥♥♥

This is probably the only proper photo I have with Xiao Wei Wei.

His reaction when he opened up this Christmas present was PRICELESS.

love love love love


Constipated Towgay. Hahaha 

Lol, no spare clothes!


Potato salad, with love by Owl.

I love this pic. So damn epic. ♥



Sunday, December 26, 2010

DR MARTENS!
These babies are mine, thanks to Danica Tan Li Jun! ♥

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Man: God, why did you make her so beautiful?
God: So you would love her.
Man: But God, why did you make her so dumb?
God: So she would love you.

Monday, December 20, 2010

Each ball bears a written wish.

That is at the Marina Bay. People wrote their wishes they have for 2011 on a white ball and set the ball in the water.  It warmed my heart. Look at the number of white balls, so many hopes and dreams.

From now on, I will live life like how I want to. I can't even bothered by all their shit any more. It's pointless because what they are trying to fight for, doesn't exist. Fake fake fake. Lies lies lies. I don't even know what's real about that any more. How do you love and look up to someone who isn't as promised to be. A person may be brilliant, but there is no need to lie about some things to assure people of your brilliance. Lies like paper qualifications, titles...you don't have to hide behind titles to make people love, respect and look up you. Don't you want people to love you for who you really are, not to be loved for who you are not.

I gave and devoted a lot. To a point where I don't even have friends outside now because I had shunned them all away when I gave my devotion to something I had believed in. When I received my N'level results, yeah I did well, but I wanted to cry of sadness. I saw girls running to their group of friends with their results, be it good or bad news. They all hugged, squealed, cried together. But when I took my results slip, I turned around and found no one to run to. No one to squeal about my good results with. All because I spent all my time pushing them away to devote my time to something I had a passion for. But now, light has been shone on everything and now I know... I'm just so glad I'm away from that now.

For the past few days, I feel like I've started breathing again. The air I breathe is fresh. My life is now bigger than the factory space. I've been so suffocated and I didn't even realize it until I got out and breathed fresh air, after so long. Better late, than never.

Nevertheless, that journey wasn't fruitless. I have ended up with people I can totally surrender my trust to and who are genuine, standing by my side. Nevertheless I still have learnt many things, lessons, skills. I have grown so much and I am extremely thankful for that and I would never forget that. Just that from now on, I walk the path I want to.

Thursday, December 16, 2010


Don't spoil me

Don't be afraid to be firm with me.

It makes me feel more secure.
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Don't make me feel smaller than I am.


Don't make me feel that my mistakes are sins.

Don't protect me from consequences.

I need to learn the painful way sometimes.

Don't put me off when I ask questions.

If you do, you'll find I stop asking and find my information elsewhere.


Don't let me form bad habits.

Don't correct me in front of people.


Don't tell me that my fears are silly.

Don't you forget about me.

Friday, December 10, 2010

I can't wait.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010


A constant question I always get is why I don't accept any of the boys going after me, even though a number of them are hot (some are even extremely hot, complete with the 6 packs, yeah). Well I end the mystery here. My answer is pretty simple. I don't go for scardy cats. I'm not the kind of girl who likes to give mixed signals to boys. Trust me, I know girls who give very mixed signals to boys, even the ones who aren't hot at all (inside and outside)/nerds. I don't understand the concept of giving boys too many "smiley faces" and "winks" and ":P"  when they don't really interest you. I guess some girls just need the attention (from even CMI boys) to feel good about themselves? I dunno. Like I said, I don't understand the concept. It just spells "desperate". 

Actually, no. Desperate is when people make up crazy stories and lies just because those people are "too in love" with someone and gets rejected, rightttttt? Hmmmm. Yes yes, we're so very psycho and desperate.

Well anyway, as I was saying, I'm not that kind of girl. I'm more of the total opposite actually. I keep a neutral cool infront of all the boys going after me or are flirting with me. Yes, even the extremely hot ones. Sometimes I really act cold to them. I am not going to give them false hopes. I have zero interest in guys who feel as if they are not good enough to get me when I act cold, and they fear, give up, and hope silently for a miracle. It's pathetic. I've even been nicknamed "The Untouchable Ice Queen" once. I'm serious. So why waste my time. Because I will only be interested in the ones who try harder, instead of labelling me as the girl who is very hard to impress and get a hold of. But even if they start to try harder later on, it will not impress me anymore anyway. Not even in another life time. Because how they start, always tells you how they end. 

Bottom line is, I don't TRY to get boys. They try to get me. and I tend to make it hard for them.

Understand? No? Read inbetween the lines. I'm so tired of this. 

Monday, December 6, 2010


Wendy & I couldn't get over this. HAHA! He even still had the make up on!

Whew! I just spent like 4 damn hours doing chores. I...am...so...tired......I didn't even have enough time to open up my dad's ultimate gift - my very own sewing machine! Wheeee! Yeah it's still in the box. -.- Can't wait to find the time to start on the clothes that I have set aside to alter. It's been a busy...week? month? Okay sometime I just lose track of the date. O.o You know I'm very busy when you see me with the same coloured nails for 2 weeks without a change. It's actually the first time I have on the same colour for so long. and I don't even LIKE the colour -.- I don't know if it's a bad thing, but I get bored of these kind of things so fast.....

Ok now that I'm finally sitting down...I don't feel like getting up again...argh! But there's still one part of the house I haven't started on - my own room. Everyday I come home late at night, I do my daily training (yes even if it's 3am in the morning, I will never give up), then I bathe & knock out on the bed with all the clean clothes my mom had washed and piled on my bed. Next morning I'm up and off again. My bed started to become like my wardrobe with everything piling up on it O.O Well....I should be getting up soon to clean up the mess....so tired....mopping, washing, wiping, cleaning, ironing, arranging and all the things my mom had always procrastinated. It feels good to look at the house and see that I've done it, but it's also damn tiring at the same time.

Then I open the door to my room, wanting to crash on my bed for awhile and I see my clothes all over it. I sigh and turn to my computer and finally sit down. I STILL HAVE ONE DAMN WALL I HAVEN'T PAINTED. Heh. Heh heh.....ha..... O.O

Thursday, December 2, 2010



thank you Nat & Yan ♥

But really, honestly....just having the both of you in my life is already the best present I could ask for.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

What I really want for my birthday? Oh... haha...ha...ha....................................


You can't buy with money.