always.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

My First Time Clubbing.

Yupp I am going to talk about my experience at clubbing for the first time.

First we went to Burger King cuz our boys were hungry boys.

And I look TIRED in the photos tonight. ): I DON'T LIKE. I shouldn't have rubbed my eyes before I went out.

My favourite baffoons ♥

It was at this point of time when the bouncers were checking our IDs that I realized Daniel isn't 18 yet! Well of course I know his age but I just kept having this mindset this whole year that he's already 18 cuz I am still in denial that I'm already 17. But NOOOOO must wait until December. -.-

Us with Dee Kosh!
Seriously, that guy is HILARIOUS! During his comedy segment, all of us laughed our ass off. Seriously this guy, fucking funny to the max. He's creative as well. He was like one of the main reasons why we even came hahaha.

I notice that we are starting to have this habit of using our iPhones to take pics cuz it's so convenient, even though I had a proper camera in my bag. Haha. & see what we ended up with - bad quality pics.

So, yesterday's event was my first clubbing event. My favourite part of the night was still Dee Kosh's comedy segment. We laughed so much. Okay then on to the dancing part. The 5 of us were totally dancing our asses off on the dance floor. There were even points in time when were like the life of the dance floor. Fast beat music was playing and people around us could be just standing there. Like wtf! If you're on the dance floor, DANCE! The 5 of us were throwing our hands in the air and dancing like there was no tomorrow. I saw many bengs and matreps around doing that dumb techtonics (is that how you spell it?) dance. Seriously? Like...seriously? Every time we spotted someone doing that kind dance, the 5 of us would look at each other and we'd be like, uhhhh.....

Then, there were the ah lians and mynahs. Came in to the club, scantily clad, dressed sexily with all the skin showing and all (there were even a few who came with their entire midriff unclothed), but when they started dancing...rigid. Rigid is the word. And WE are the first timers...

Nasri said there was this "hot" Chinese guy that was trying to grind me and was smiling at me and all, but I didn't even notice and that it was a "waste". Well Nas, you should know by now that Chinese guys don't really catch my attention. :P

People always say that when you are at a club, you'll feel "young and alive". I didn't feel that way...I felt...more like my life was being wasted away in that club. I still tried to give clubbing a chance and maybe see the hype in it by trying to make the most of the night, just dancing the night away, bodies were pushed against me, until my earring got tangled with my necklace (like how the fuck did that happen right -.-), guys trying to grind but I acted oblivious and turned away. It was loud. Deafeningly loud. The lights were crazy, flashes everywhere, causing eyes to dilate and constrict wildly. It made me feel high and made my mind float away from the real world. I didn't like it.

Okay, like you know, sometimes, when you procrastinate something you need to do and you laze around the house trying to find excuses not to do the work? And you know that guilty feeling you have because of the thought of time ticking away and you're wasting irrecoverable time? In the club, that feeling felt emphasized.

Daniel and I walked out the club saying "I don't wanna come back!". And yet like we were one of the most lively people on the dance floor. I'm serious. I don't know why, but many people seem to think dancing is just shaking your upper body a little, or doing that twirly thing with your hands. I mean like, that "techtonic" or whatever dance would look good, only if you're really good at it. There was a performance earlier by some dancers and they were really good. Their hands were twirling so fast you almost can't see them. So if you're not good, don't do it infront of everyone on the dancefloor...

But there were also people who really used the dance floor for it's purpose. I saw people really dancing, and I mean REALLY dancing, and not just standing there staring at the DJ, shaking a little here and there...-.-'

Those are the people that deserve the space on the dance floor. So many people were just standing there on the dance floor for dunno what fuck, hogging the space, making it so cramp.

I'm not going back man. Honestly, we can totally dance, but clubbing is simply not something I really enjoy. Well at least I experienced it! &; more importantly met Dee Kosh! Haha.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

New Photography Apps!

So I got some new photography apps on my iPhone, and they are freakin cool! The effects are so awesome!

Okay, one of my favourite apps, is called Filter Mania. It's free I think!

Here are some of my test shots.

Yes I know I didn't smile properly and stuff, cuz these were supposed to be just test shots.

This effect is called Neon! I think this is damn cool.

This one is Vanilla Sky.

This one is...of course, Broken Glass!

Clouds!

Ooh this is one of my favourites out of the favourites (; It's called Film Burn (;

Hot Flash

I like the name of this effect - Stained.

These photos here are only SOME of my favoutite effects the app has. If you have an iPhone, go check it out!

This one is from another app called Phototreats.

The effect is called South Street, which I think is pretty cool. (;

There are like lots more effects in the Phototreats app. They have really cool names too, like Southern Sky, Benefit Pink, Party Dazzle, Cinderella, Special Dusk, Magic Hour, Love Is In The Air, Caribbean Neon...I dunno, I really like the names! Hahaha. I'm lazy to upload all.

If you don't care, I won't give a flying fuck too. Clear?

Don't come and claim that I was never there for you,

when you were the one that didn't allow me into your damn life.

Don't you dare say that I never tried. Like what the fuck.

Whut? Am I supposed to not have fun without you in my life?

Oops. Too late my dear.

You need help.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

To tell you the truth, I have this insecurity that I'm too baby faced for my age. I keep getting people telling me that I look way younger than 17. I know this would be a good thing when I'm like, 50, but not now...

Sometimes I think it causes people to not take me so seriously. Like when I talk about my future plans and all, people would be like, "Woah woah! You're still so young, you've got lotsa time!". and I'd be like, "BEING 17, THERE'S NOT THAT MUCH TIME!". I dunno...it's just the way people treat me sometimes. Like as if whatever I say doesn't mean much cause I'm the young one of the group. I know it doesn't help much that I've been hanging out with an older bunch of friends lately, but still..... ):

I used to like the feeling of being the young girl and all the older guys being all protective, but I'm starting to dislike it now. I feel as if people don't see me as someone who can stand on my own. Most girls would absolutely love the attention and being pampered like this. I don't.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Prom Queen

I watched the latest episode of Glee, "Prom Queen" a few days ago and

DAMN, do they get better and better every episode.

These three ♥ , made "Friday" something that we would actually enjoy listening to!

"I just don't understand the difference between an egg with a baby chicken inside of it and an egg with an egg in it."

The epic slap Quinn gave Rachel Berry! She was all "sorry" about it right after.

OMG and yeah, Jesse St. James is back.

Kurt's face when Figgins announced the name of the 2011 prom queen.

"Don't you get how stupid we were? We thought that because no one was teasing us or beating us up that no one cared. Like some kind of progress had been made. But it's still the same."

Oh yeah, Kurt's awesome comeback! After a good cry, he boldly took his place as prom queen even though it was meant to tease him. Oh Kurt ♥ .
"Eat your heart out, Kate Middleton."

Can Blaine get any hotter?

My favoutite couple. ♥

I'm sorry, I meant, can Blaine get any sexier?

Monday, May 16, 2011

Camp HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES!

This is what happened to all of us.

Every time we made a mistake in the game, we got camo paint on our faces!

"QUIT WITH THE PAPARAZZI!"

Sweating like crazy with camo paint on our faces. Is this how NS feels like? Hahaha NAH, it's not as fun (;

Yes I made many mistakes...

GIRLS WON!!! Look at the defeated boys dying on the floor HAHAHA

Sanjay tried to be a smart ass and washed his face even though instructed not to. See what happened. HAHAHAHA

BLAME IT ON THE BOOGIE!

Our very own MICHAEL JACKSON!

YAM SENG!

"DISTRACT JAMES UNTIL THE CAKE IS ALL READY!"

- Everyone goes in for a hug -

"Awwwwww!"

OREO CHEESECAKE! ♥

So now it's PAYBACK TIME!

We made THEM play the game now HEHEHEHHH

Gerri & Reggi got the most camo paint on their faces so gave up playing the game. Instead, they started chasing everyone around, trying to spread the paint around HAHAHA.

Here is when everyone burst out of the room, trying not to get caught by them!

POOR JILLIAN HAHAHA!

HAHAHA ON NO!

THEY FOUND OUR HIDING PLACE!

Check out our Michael Jackson!

Check out Terence's epic face when Ben made his surprise entry

I had so much fun! :D

I love these people ♥