always.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Photoshoot

Worked with Juice Magazine today (;

Photographer labelled me "Exceptionally photogenic"

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Yi Weiiiiiiiiii ♥ I love you so much, you know that? Today, when I told you that I got molested in that packed train, you got all panicky and quickly asked me if I could remember the man's face, the time and place. and you began to tell me everything about how every station has a cctv, report fast and they could catch him. You were even willing to go to the police station with me. Awww Yi Weiiiiiiiiiii (': At least I know some people care.

I was so...ughh. The train was packed TTM. I thought it was just a bag or something...but I began to get suspicious when it started moving up and down....but when I felt a sudden blow of cold air between my legs, I realized that my skirt was being lifted and something was touching me under my skirt. I turned around and saw no bag. It was an old man. Ugghhhhh. When I turned to him, he looked back at me with the "oh shit, I'm caught" face. Then the train doors opened at the next station and he immediately alighted. Ughhh. I was so conscious of every man that went near me after that. I feel so dirty right now....

Like I warned. Don't ever take me for granted.

Friday, February 25, 2011

Tie Dyes!

It's so fun I swear! The girls came over and we tie-dyed! It was a success! Hehehe.

Day 1 - 23rd Feb

I loooove this!

Raghini tie-dyed a tote bag! Came out damn nice!

Siti's one and only shirt. Hahaha! Came out really nice though!

Omg this one ♥ ♥ ♥

Okay this shirt of Sophia's is so far the most successful double swirl I've seen among our shirts.

My double swirl came out damn fail ):

Day 2 - 25th Feb

Ahhhhh! Awesome-ness TTM.

HAHA Sophia tie-dyed her tube top.

She also tie-dyed my socks! -.- but it came out damn nice! (the ones I did, anyway :P)

Awesomeeeeee!

The shirt I did for Raghini! Gosh I feel like buying it from her! O.O

Tie dyeing is so fun! You never know how the shirt will turn out until you untie the shirt and unveil the outcome. The girls kept squealing every time we unveiled the shirts! Hahaha!

There will always be a special young girl in my heart.
I will listen to all your advices.
The little things that many others have often nagged to me about,
but never got me to listen.
The girl who has the power to make me listen when no one else can persuade me,
you'll know you are.

It moved me, when I saw how much you still care.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Today, Hils Nads and I went to support Afiq at his dance competition! He and his group were awesome! I almost forgot what a good dancer Afiq is! In fact, he got EVEN BETTER! He was doing the body rolls and all. Like DAYUUM!

Oh! and when the MC from 98FM announced that the next group were from the Philippines, Hils and I looked at each other and we totally knew that they were gonna be good. Filipinos are always good dancers.Then it turns out, they weren't good...THEY WERE FRICKIN AWESOME! They were on FIRE! Hahaha! They had so much control and feel in their dance, unlike the other scrawny guys who tried to participate. Because the Filipino dancers were RIPPED! Especially the guys! You could totally like, see all their hot dancer muscles. They girls had MOVES! Daaaaaang!

Afiq's group was so awesome as well! They were like the only group that included multiple dance genres and dance techniques in their choreography! All the other groups were hip hop all the way. Everyone can do hip hop. Many groups came on stage with all the fancy costumes and get-ups. But Afiq's group came up with a simple shirt (all the group members had the same one) and black berms, but they still totally wowed the audience and made a statement - fancy costumes don't make the show! (:

A photographer also came up to me and asked to take a picture of me for a magazine.

He said he liked my style (;

bunny bunny bunny bunny

Free Redbull!

It was Hilary's FIRST Redbull. Omg.

Then met up with Mario! (: I swear, that dude is so fun to hang with!

Friday, February 18, 2011

Happy 19th Birthday Yi Wei! (:

Wuah you're a 19 year old cactus already! Hahaha! Cactus cactus cactus...I still remember that fateful day that resulted in your nickname (; Daaayum...I remember when we first met, you were only 16 and such a small boi. (: I can't believe that you and Afiq are 19 this year! SO BIG BOY ALREADY :D

Well I hope we will always be by each others' side until the day we die. When I need advice or a listening ear, you're always one of the first people on my list. When we were going through that....dark period when no else on the outside would have ever understood, you were there for me and for the other girls, through it all. I can always count on you for advice. For support. I remember when I was alone during that period, when nobody else knew about that whole thing, except me. I felt like my whole world was crashing down because I was all alone and couldn't tell anybody anything. Even though I had felt like I had no one else to hang on to because I had to keep quiet, you were always there and you knew I was hiding something. You knew. But not once did you pester me about it. You just tried your best to make me feel like I'm not alone even when you in fact, couldn't do anything.

I love you like my one and only brother. You're such an awesome one. You really take care of me like I'm your own sister. Such a gentleman and you know how to treat a girl right. Don't worry about the past anymore. The right girl will come for you, and only the right girl would deserve you, Xiao Wei Wei (:

I baked this today! Hehehe.

Made it for my mom as a welcome back gift :D

I know most of you would be thinking "what's the catch?" just like what my mom would think! That I just want something from her. But there's no catch! Really really! I just felt like doing something for my mom. She may be a bitch and get all unreasonable sometimes, but there are also times where she does things for me, just to make me happy, even though she is not supposed to. Unlike all the bratty kids out there, I appreciate my mom! :D I am such an awesome daughter. Heeeee.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Hey you (:

That is my favourite pic of you! (: I don't understand why you don't use this as your profile pic in the first place!

14 Feb, what a nice day you chose, sweetie. (: ♥

So last night Fabian made a reservation at Seoul Garden and took me there for Valentine's Day. It was my first time there XD. Yes I know, I know...I've been missing out. Had a good dinner and ice-cream for dessert! Fabs had ice kachang and kept having brain freeze hahaha. So cute.

Then we went to meet Darren and Vanessa at Harry's @ Esplanade. The raspberry cocktail was nice! But it gave me a sore throat today ): Vanessa drank Blowjob. HAHA! I didn't know there was actually a drink called Blowjob there! It's really nice tho!

After that, O'Leary's @ Flyer. Fabs ordered a beer tower. There was an amazing singer on stage and Fabs said that she was a tranny. O_O Bewildered much!

I had a really good time, Fabs (: I will always cherish that teddy bear and necklace you got me, sweetie. The moon....I love how you're so sentimental (;

Sunday, February 13, 2011

Just watch that black guy impersonate Family Guy, Eddie Murphy, Will Smith, T.I, Chris Brown and Jay-Z!
.....how does he fuckin do that?!
My mouth hung open at 0:38 when he started impersonating Eddie Murphy.

So today's the second day of my no-curfew freedom and I'M LOVING IT BABY! Freakin love the freedom. Of course, I still have my responsibilities, living alone and all, that's why I had to control myself last night. We went back so late that Danielle and I could have totally taken the first bus. Hahaha. Well, with total freedom, comes with the "my own chores" package. Yeaaaaap, even still had to tidy up the house and everything before bathing and crashing on the bed when I finally reached home this morning. I am such a responsible girl, my mom should be proud of that, instead of looking at the fact that I came home at 6am hahaha. But really. I'm 17 this year and I know I'm more mature than my mom thinks. Than most of the average 17 year old girls here actually. I know I really am.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

these people ♥

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Yes, I still do read your blog. Just like how I know you still read mine. Yes, sometimes I still look back and remember those days and I still do miss everyone and the times we all had. But even if given the chance to rewind back, I still would not stay there. I don't want to. I had enough. Enough of all the lies. How was I supposed to continue working and living with so much corruption and lies. I wouldn't know what was real any more.

Yes I do miss the company. A lot. But what I miss, is that period of time when I was clueless. It's the memory that lived. Or rather tried to. I just keep on trying to forget everything that happened during the final weeks we were still there. Because that was the point of time that open me up to everything, and also destroyed everything I thought was real. Yes I know, about many things and secrets that you may be even surprised that I am aware of it all. I know the things that you have been trying to keep from everyone. But I choose to be silent. I choose to stay out.

Monday, February 7, 2011

HAHAHA!

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Nadhrah's make-up was done by me! (:

Today we had fun helping Danica with her O's Art Prep! (:

I can't reveal much about Danica's plan with her project before O's, but I'm pretty sure you all can tell it's gonna be pretty epic! (:

I just love this bunch of people so much! (: ♥ The bond between us all is just so strong, it's impossible for others to break it thoroughly, because of the trust we have in each other. Most importantly, the love. No one else would probably understand because they haven't seen the things we've been through together. We've all shared laughters and tears. We've seen each other break down in front of each other. We've all opened up our deepest darkest secrets to each other. Secrets that are well hidden away from society. Many people out there may have gone through thin with their friends. But the question is, how many have actually gone through thick with each other? and I mean really thick. Sighh, things that I think about sometimes.

Aaaaaanyway, I'm damn happy now cuz my mom just told me that she'll be going overseas next week, for 8 days! Whoooooo! 8 days of no curfew babeh!!

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Oh the things I could do when I'm 18...I can't waaaaait

Friday, February 4, 2011

Wet & WILD.

Today was fun! (: Wendy had free tickets to Escape Theme Park. So I thought oh what the heck! (: Wendy and I kept riding the Pirate ship. We progressed from the middle, to the end of the ship. Haha! The end of the ship was the scariest! Went all the way up, like WHOO! I felt my heart flip every time the ship swung down. But it was an awesome kind of adrenaline rush! Watching Wendy's brother cringe and CRY was damn funny. Then he kept insisting that he was laughing to tears not scared to tears. Hahaha! Well it was his first time on the ship. I swear, I am still laughing right now at this old woman who was infront of Wendy and I. Her epic face every time the ship swung down was HILLARIOUS! I laughed so hard while screaming at the same time! and my GOODNESS, I had totally forgotten how high the pirate ship could go! The first time we rode it today, I was screaming like crazy and we weren't even sitting at the tip of the ship!

Escape is getting more boring now though. I haven't been there in 5 years, and I came today and saw that they took out Rainbow, Inverter and that huge ride with huge spinning tea cups! D: Damn it, I loved Inverter. It literally inverts you upside down, at like 10 storeys high! We got to ride the Daytona Go-Karts though. Whooo, made me even more excited to be able to drive in future!!! I'm sucha smooth driver :D Like really really! I'll be such a hot girl behind the wheel. So fly (;