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Thursday, April 29, 2010

Thank God for Wi-Fi. I like keeping my phone on Facebook while I mug. It makes me feel less alone.

Hmm...ironic how I'm studying about Globalisation.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010
My Poor Eyes.

Thank you everyone who's been giving me moral support all this while. I'm in such a mess now but I hang on because of you guys. You people know how to make me smile even at times when I feel like hiding in my closet. I've got 10 days left to cram 2 years of Chemistry & Biology, my weakest subjects, into my head. In the mist of it all, I have 2 years of Geography, POA, Literature & Social Studies, not forgetting the 4 years of Maths, to cram in my head. Only 4 days left till the first day of Mid-Years. 4 days left to fit 2 years worth of Literature & Social Studies in my head. Well, nothing's impossible. I'm a Thespian.

Monday, April 26, 2010
OH NO.






Argh! Seriously??? NOW? When I'm having mid-years?? Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Gosh 1:40 minutes of awesomeness! Damn am I distracted now. DID YOU SEE THE WHOLE VAMPIRE ARMY?! COMING OUT OF THE WATERS OMG OMG OMG AHHH I'M SUCH A SQUEALER BUT WHATEV! DID YOU SEE THE WOLVES ATTACKING THE VAMPIRE ARMY? FUCK, WHY NOW! WHY! WHY! Why did I have to watch it now?? Argh. Eclipse is like, 3 times better than Twilight, and 2 times better than New Moon! Freeeak! Total Good Vampires & Wolves Vs Bad Newborn super strong Vampires! Like, total awesomeness! Didja see Jacob saying "We're in. As long as we get to kill SOME vampires." EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK! Tension tension tension like super super super duper exciting! Great. I still have mid-years. -.-

EEEEEEEEEK! DID YOU SEE THE NEWBORN VAMPIRE BACK FLIP OVER THE WOLF? THAT WAS SOME INSANE BACK FLIP. Although, I thought when the humans get turned into vampires. they become beautiful, but I spotted a fugly fat auntie during the scene where the newborns appeared out of the water. Heh.

Why can't we take a Twilight series exam instead, hahaha. XD

Sunday, April 25, 2010

I'm prolly not gonna get much sleep tonight. Literature is such a drag...I've finished one question but it took me an hour to do it. You gotta have your point, evidence and evaluation/analysis. Gosh. Thank god for the invention of caffeine and Maybeline strawberry lipbalm (it keeps me more awake somehow). Listening to Moody music when I feel like I can't go on no more. Just one music piece holds my head above the water long enough to get things done. 

Back to having my life sucked out... and then refilling with Moody music, then it drains again, then another music piece, the back again to lifeless...it just goes on.



I feel very lifeless.

Thursday, April 22, 2010
Yay! (:

Spent 4 hours cramming Chemistry & Biology today with Anna. (: Though in the beginning, it was kinda hard to concentrate because of a bunch of giggly girls next to us, who couldn't stop giggling over something they found so funny in Teens magazine. Okay first of all, that magazine is so overrated, second of all, don't they know the silent rule in libraries?! Fucking morons kept giggling and giggling loudly, I couldn't concentrate. Then there was another group of girls who sat behind Anna and I, and were gossiping like crazy. Like, they weren't even studying or looking for a book to read. They were just sitting there and chatting away. Wtf. We could hear every single word they were saying. Anna was lucky. She's used to studying in a noisy environment cuz her class is usually noisy. So yeah, I wasn't used to it! They eventually left after like 30 minutes, so I managed to get some peace.

ANYWAYYYYYYYY. Guess what guess what guess what you guys! I got an A for my math test! Like, finally! Finallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! AND, I topped the class for my Chemistry pop quiz. When my teacher announced it, I was like, "Are you kidding me? We're talking about CHEMISTRY here." and I didn't even remember taking the quiz.  But yeah, I topped the class! Whooo!

Another study date tomorrow with Nat & Hils @ Changi Airport. Also, tomorrow's English Compre Mid-Year paper! Wish me luck! (:

Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Biology...Gosh.



The root hair cell looks damn stupid.
I CANNOT DRAW.

Heavy eyes, towers of worksheets, notes and textbooks. Words and more words, too many numbers, the equations don't make sense. The diagrams start to look nonsensical. Yet I have to keep going. I don't have much time. I wish I could have started mugging earlier, but the problem is, the earlier I start, the earlier I forget. I am just not a studying person. But that is no excuse, for in this country, I have no choice.

P.S: I realize that I'm the only one in Moody/Thespians who takes Literature. Ahhh! I'm on my own for this subject...

Wednesday, April 14, 2010
No Song Can Explain It More



Lyrics:

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
And I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
Family in crisis that only grows older

Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken, but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me's dying
And these are, these are
The Confessions, of a Broken Heart

And I wear all your old clothes, your polo sweater
I dream of another you, one who would never
Never, leave me alone to pick up the pieces
Daddy to hold me, that's what I needed

So, why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?

Daughter to Father, Daughter to Father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, Daughter to Father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me?
Cause these are, these are
The Confessions, of a Broken Heart
Of a Broken Heart

I Love You
I Love You
I love you
I ... I ... I ...
I Love You

Daughter to Father, Daughter to Father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, Daughter to Father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me?
Did you ever love me?
These are the Confessions, of a Broken Heart

Ohh ... yeah

And I wait for the postman to bring me a letter

Papa Don't Preach


A group of boys apparently dared their friend to sit next to me on the bus and say hi. Oh my god. -.- The boys giggled after the "hi". ew. Like always, I pretended I never heard anything, and "readjusted" my earpiece to make it more obvious that I was listening to music. And thank god I was sitting on the inside. I could look out the window and act oblivious. You know, I'm getting tired of acting oblivious. One day I might just wanna slap them.

As I was walking home, I by passed my father. He walked on without any acknowledgement, as though he and I were complete strangers. The people on the street would never know we are father & daughter. Why, daddy? I fought to hold my tears all the way until I was safe behind my room door. I would like to believe that it was because it was dusk and maybe he just couldn't see clearly and didn't recognize me. Then I thought again, how could that be? I was wearing my bright nun dress! The red & gold peace sign on my bag strap would've been a big tip off too. It was painfully ironic, as I was still listening to music on my earpiece, and the song playing during the moment my dad walked passed me like a stranger, was Appreciate by Nick Jonas. Listen to the song for yourself, and read the lyrics below so you'll get the irony.





And there's a man dyin' on the side of the road
Won't make it home tonight
He was driving fast on a cellular phone
That's how he lived his life

While he was hanging by a thread
These where the final words he said

(Chorus)
My girl turned sweet sixteen today
She's beautiful
So Beautiful
It might get rough sometimes
But I hope she keeps her faith (Hope she keeps her faith)
I wish I grabbed the chance to say to her
Life is too short so take the time and appreciate

And there's a woman crying on the kitchen floor
She got a call tonight
And now she's trembling outside her daughters' door
Walks in and holds her tight
Wonderin' how or where to start
Is there a way to shield her heart

(Chorus)
My girl turned sweet sixteen today
She's beautiful
So Beautiful
It might get rough sometimes
But I hope she keeps her faith (Hope she keeps her faith)
I wish I grabbed the chance to say to her
Life is too short so take the time and appreciate

Anybody lovin will (lovin will)
Get hurt along the way
Don't be Afraid to open up (open up...)
And use the time you have before it fades
Show your love today

(Chorus)
My girl turned sweet sixteen today
She's beautiful
So Beautiful
It might get rough sometimes (It Might Get Rough sometimes)
But I hope she keeps her faith (Hope she keeps her faith)
I wish I grabbed the chance to say to her
Life is too short so take the time and appreciate

Life is too short so take the time and appreciate

Don't you wish your parents would say the same? I wish at least my dad would. I get emotional whenever I hear this song. Do we really have to wait for them to be hanging by a thread before they say all these?

Friday, April 9, 2010


Okay, forget about opening doors for girls or "ladies first" or any other BASIC gentlemen stuff. At least treat your daughter well. When I asked my dad if he could get me dinner, he answered: "I'm already in Serangoon! What, you expect me to take bus just to get you dinner?". Great. Best father of the year.

Thursday, April 8, 2010
Thoughts Before Sleep


You know, sometimes, I'd rather be alone. I am actually a loner at heart. I tend to be more comfortable on my own at times. Well I think it's kind of a good thing. I'm not dependent on others. I can stand on my own, which makes me rethink whether I want to get married in future or not. Right now, I don't. I've had enough of the boys here. It's come to a point where girls are LUCKY when guys don't slam the door in your face. Whatever happened to gentlemen who opened doors for girls, I do not even question anymore for I have given up.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010



Just love the sweetness of this video & song. ♥

Thursday, April 1, 2010
April Text Fools! Hehe.

Pranked some people thru text today hehehe.

Rach: gosh I hate Justin Bieber now.
Yi Wei: lol Why? TOT his your idol..oo
Rach: APRIL FOOLS, YOU FOOL!

Rach: Omg! my mom is talking about plans of migrating! AH HELP! I don't wanna leave you guys!
Nat:O.o just be stubborn. Dun give in.
Rach: She's my MOM and I'm not legal yet to make my own decisions!
Nat: My meaning is try to convince her. My parents wanna mirg8 too. but I managed to change their minds.
Rach: My mom wants to marry a guy in australia. it's gonna be hard.
Nat: Wait, today is april fools', now isnt it.
Rach: HAHA APRIL FOOLS YOU FOOL!

Rach: Hilary! I have a confession...don't get mad...but I lost something valuable you lent me...I'll try my best to replace it I promise!
Hils: What did you lose?
Hils: Hold on a minute, today's april fool's...please don't tell me...
Rach: Your pet rock! APRIL FOOLS!
Hils: Haiz.....

Rach: Sam! I SAW YOU ON TV!
Sam: ? Where and why?
Rach: on april fool's channel.

Rach: eh my friend claims she dated you before? she's from PL.
Han: I dunnoe anyone from pl other than you debbie and julia Oo lol
Rach: but my friend has a pic of you in her phone.
Han: ? what's her name?
Rach: April. last name Fools.

Rach: OMG now I know why you go crazy over anime. I LOVE IT!
Anna: Told u so...Anw which anime did u watch?
Rach: April Fools (:
Anna: -.-

Rach: Hey Danikins. I just gotta let you know...I've a boyfriend now.
Dani: WHAT?! WHO?! OUT WITH IT RACHEL WAN!
Rach: April Fools (:
Dani: UGH Bitch!

DeMistress



Happy 16th Birthday, my dear bestie (:

Oh Nasri. I remember the first day I met you. You were that short talkative guy that seemed interesting to talk  to. Then as we got to know you more, you kept repeating your stories, especially to me, always forgetting that you've already told me what happened. Haha, oh I miss that. (: I remember how you and me would always text each other about random things that happen in our lives, and sometimes the fun comes when we send random texts, knowing the other would not reply. Hahaha. We could just talk about anything out of the blue.  We could shop for hours. You always knew all the awesome brands and you were my shopping guide. I could always talk to you about boy problems. You're so awesome cuz you're a guy too,  and you listen to me like how a girl bestie would. Your advice was always really good and help me so much. You're the only guy who doesn't go "tsk" when I exclaim to you about how hot another guy is. You'd just smile and laugh. I could always count on you to stay out late with me when I didn't feel like going home. You're always the first on my mind when I need company for a last minute shop or something. I still have you on my speed dial. (:  I love you so much like #&(!@&#)!.