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Wednesday, July 28, 2010


Jun Hao took nice photos. (:

My life is strange. I know exactly what I want to do in life. But yet, I also don't know what to do. What to do that will please that woman. I don't aim to please that woman. I just can't figure out what the hell she wants from me. Just one call from a teacher and she loses her entire "face". She does not know the pain her own daughter feels, walking in to that grey hell. She will never understand. That is why I try. I try very hard. I have been going to school faithfully nowadays. Does she not think that I wouldn't be rushed for Prelims too? Well that had shut her up for awhile until I missed school today because of my fever. Then she starts up all over again. What does she want from me. Does she not see the stupidity of trying to mug at home alone? It gets pointless when I cannot understand the topic and have no one to help me.  You know, Hakim has taught me a great deal in Math today. I can honestly say I can learn more from him than I do from that old lady in school. Today was fruitful for Maths and even a little Chemistry with the help of Han & Hakim.  

I can't understand how she thinks staying at home would be better. Can SHE teach me Math and Chemistry? Now why would I want a woman who ended up as a pre-school teacher, to help me with my N's? It seems like everything nice I do for her, seems like a very bad thing to her. Is it very wrong of me to try to get help on my own, rather than make her fork out the money for tuition? No. I let her spend the money on my brother instead and I don't complain any more. I've accepted her soft spot for my brother. It doesn't affect me any more because I have my own life to live and give a damn for. 

Tuesday, July 27, 2010


Going to school seems to be sucking away a lot life from me. You know, it's come to a point where I struggle just to try to have a full attendance for the week. It's actually been a long time since I made it to school for 5 days in a row. I'm trying. I really am. I feel my spirit being sucked away every time I enter that grey hell. There is no colour. No joy. No love. I need colour. I need music. I need love. I feel all dried up when I'm in that asylum.

Today, I found out how bad it has gotten. I only managed to get through the first day of the week, and I've already fallen sick. 38 degrees.

But you know what. Fuck this. I'm stlll gonna plough on. Prelims are in 2 weeks and I'm out of time. 






HAPPY BIRTHDAY DREE!  ♥

Audrey Catherine Jane Regino Cheong Wei Lin. My same-chinese-name-half-chinese-half-filipino sis. ♥ I remember the first day I met you at Scape. We clicked right away. I remember the time you were bullied by "Biatchtrice" (hahaha still remember that name?). I was so angry with Biatchtrice. She was messing with my sis. I remember being protective of you. (;

Half way through, we had our differences, but I have to admit. I was somehow still always protective of you. I remember giving my own (then) bestfriend a bitch scolding when I found out from him that he broke up with you thru text and broke my sister's heart. That gay fag. Well, he doesn't deserve you anyway. The only kind of girl he deserves is one with auntie hair and man eyebrows. I hear there are many in ITE (;

He does not deserve a girl who is sweet, beautiful, smart and ever the awesome choreographer. 

I love you, babe. ♥ 

Monday, July 26, 2010
It's Been 2 Years

For the rest who weren't there.
Introducing (from left) Paul, Sam, Jamie, Shelly & Tina of 2008.

Sarge & Ma of 2008

I was hoping to find another face, but I am the only one left in the picture. 

Well, moving on to greater things. Lol (;


Anyway, it's been a long time since I woke up remembering a dream. Saturday night was the night, but it just had to be a nightmare..................

I dreamt of being stuck on a street that looked similar to Orchard road. I was stuck because the street was congested with humans and monster aliens. The monster aliens were damn scary, and all the other the humans around them don't seem to be freaked by the monster aliens. Everyone was rushing, pushing, shoving, as if in some rush. You know, like how Singaporeans are during peak hour in an mrt. I was in the middle of it all, alone and scared. I was so scared that I didn't even bother trying to figure out where I was. But I knew that I was on my way home, but I wanted to get the hell out of there first before I figure out how to get back home. But I couldn't move from the area because everyone else seemed stronger than me, and I freaked out whenever a monster alien came near me. They all looked like they were gonna eat me alive. I started crying and I called G to see if he can come pick me up and bring me back to the factory.  He picked up the phone and I started crying even more while trying to tell him where I was. At first he couldn't figure out where I was, but then the next thing I knew, the white vito van came into view, loaded with all the Thespian boys at the back. The van was on the road, and I was on the pavement. I tried to push my way to the van but it was so hard because the people and the monster aliens kept shoving me back. Then I woke up. I still cannot forget the fear I felt in the nightmare. It seemed so real. I feel scared just talking about it.

Then there I go again, wondering what the nightmare meant. Or if it even has any meaning.

Sunday, July 25, 2010


OMG. 
Forever 21 never fails me.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Midnight bellowed, so it seems.
A day before, my mind would scream.
Never would I have thought
that I would abhor it not.

I have a sudden interest in Literature. (:

Wednesday, July 21, 2010


lol okay, I cannot wait for the Coastal Scents 168 colour palette to arrive!

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

shopping therapy won't work if the item you were dying for, goes out of stock. _|_

Monday, July 19, 2010

Ain't it sad when a man's idea of dinner for his daughter is bread. Lol why did I even think I could depend on him. You can't depend on any of them here, girls.

I really like this song ♥



With you,
With you,
I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place


Now Romeo & Juliet,
Bet they never felt the way we felt,
Bonnie & Clyde,
Never had to hide like,
We do,
We do


You and I both know it can't work,
It's all fun and games,
'til someone gets hurt,
And I don't,
I won't let that be you
Now you don't wanna let go,
And I don't wanna let you know,
that there might be something real between us two, who knew?
Now we don't wanna fall but,
We're tripping in our hearts and it's reckless and clumsy,
'cause I know you can't love me here


I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
But everything we have is stuck in the moment,
And there's nothing my heart can do (can do),
To fight with time and space 'cause,
I'm still stuck in the moment with you
See like Adam & Eve,
Tragedy was a destiny,
Like Sunny & Cher,
I don't care,
I got you baby


See we both,
Fightin' every inch of our fiber 'cause in a way,
It's gonna end right but,
We are both too foolish to stop
Now you don't wanna let go,
And I don't wanna let you know,
that there might be something real between us two, who knew?
And we don't wanna fall but,
We're tripping in our hearts and it's reckless and clumsy,
And I know you can't love me here


I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
But everything we have is stuck in the moment,
And there's nothing my heart can do (can do),
To fight with time and space 'cause,
I'm still stuck in the moment with you


See like,
Just because this cold cold world saying we can't be,
Baby, we both have the right to disagree,
And I ain't with it,
I don't wanna be so old and grey,
Reminiscin' 'bout these better days,
But convince just telling us to let go,
So we'll never know


I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
'cause everything we did,
And everything we have is stuck in the moment,
Yeah


I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
But everything we have is stuck in the moment,
And there's nothing my heart can do,
(Nothing my heart can do),
To fight with time and space 'cause,
I'm still stuck in the moment with you,
Yeah,
Whoa whoa

Sunday, July 18, 2010


I am so hyped. I can't do Geography anymore. I shall do marketing now. teehee. sigh, but today's mugging session was not very progressive. Only 3 hours of Math and I managed to cover only 3 chapters of Sec 4 Math. Let's all not forget Sec 1, 2 & 3 Math! (!!!!!!) With like, about 13 chapters in each level. -.- Sometimes I wonder if the Ministry of Education reflect about how cruel they are to the students here. Or do they just appreciate that they themselves don't have to go through it. Such a cruel, cruel world.

I seem to be so damn slow in studies. I've been faithfully studying for 2 weeks now, but I haven't even finished like HALF of ONE level of EACH subject. Come to think of it, I haven't even started on Literature yet. But I'm still not done with the rest! Arghhhh. Imagine, it took me 3 damn hours just to cover 3 chapters of Math. I am so fucking dead, you know.

It's times like this when I feel like throwing all my books away. It's times like this when I know I won't be able to cover every subject, every chapter in time, even if I dedicate 24 hours everyday. Why must we have so many subjects and chapters in the fucking syllabus?! It's so ironic how the people in charge of education, are dumb enough to believe that we will need in future every single fucking information we are cramming into our heads now.


Thursday, July 15, 2010


spot the two boys who sat there on purpose. lol, hahaha is all I can say.
wait no, one more - "losers". hehe!

My darling Dree. We're turning up the party in marketing babe! Best co-marketing manager I could ask for. Thank youuuu for discovering AngloInfo! Damn girl, you're awesome.

Sunday, July 11, 2010


do you have any idea how many times this guy made us go breathless? haha ♥

Today was fun. Many memorable things. One major thing was JACOB BLACK. Every time he appeared, Dree, Chanel, Nat & I would scream & hyperventilate & fan ourselves with our hands/throw our hands in the air. At one point, Dree was like, "omg! I need ice to cool myself down!".





Jacob Black always appearing by turning his head first.

Jacob Black topless.

Jacob Black wearing black.

Jacob forcing a kiss on Bella.

Bella punching Jacob and gets her hand broken by his hard sexy face.

Bella telling Jacob later on "Kiss me." to try to save him.

Jacob Black all sweaty.

Jacob telling Edward, "face it, I'm hotter than you." (get the pun? haha cuz werewolves have high temperatures.)

Jacob saying "at least we'll get to kill SOME vampires."

The new vampire, Riley is damn hot too.


The newborn-fighting class by Jasper.


The Cullens attacking each other for practice.


The Cullens & wolves chasing Victoria back and forth from their territories.


Bella's father is damn cute. That part where he found out that Edward is going along with Bella to visit her mom, he was like, "oh. great. super." haha so cute!


Bella & her father's awkward so-called birds & the bees talk.


Nat getting all the abuse by Anna every time the four of us screamed. (stupid, who asked you to sit next to Anna. End up kenna all the beatings HAHAHA).


Anna & Hil's epic -.- faces every time we squealed.

Hakim & Yi Wei feeling inferior.

Hakim & Yi Wei buying the love popcorn combo (knew it).

Hilary being amused by dogs but not Jacob Black.


Hilary finding for the movie tickets under her armpits (in me & nat's imagination).


Everyone dressing hakim up with 3 glasses, one hairband, one female hat, until chicken nut bread.


Nat getting strangled by Hilary & Anna AT THE SAME TIME.


waitwaitwait. Best of all, the epic battle between the newborns against the Cullens & the wolf pack.


omggg didn't you just love it when the newborns never expected any wolves cuz they never knew they even existed, but then the wolves start charging out from the woods and attacking them.


victoria's epic face when she saw the unexpected.


the way the vampires kill each other, they break off each other's limbs & head like breaking stone.


all the girls' epic faces when jacob tried to save leah, but the newborn vampire managed to get his arms around jacob and crushed his bones around his lower stomach.


phew. eclipse was so damn hot.




Saturday, July 10, 2010
Colours of Asia Make-Up Possibilities?

































don't you just love the designs?? (:




Danica is gonna help me get the (Coastal Scents) 88 palette! I hear from her that this palette is pretty good (like it's matte when applied wet/with primer and not faded and all), and it's the palette most make-up artists on youtube use. Moodies, we'll have 88 more colours to work with (:




A long time ago, you dedicated the song "My Wish" by Rascal Flatts to me. I thought it was so sweet...

but now here's my dedication to you, jerk. (:



yes I know you really did love me once, but you were a jerk in the end. 
glad you're not in my life anymore.

Friday, July 9, 2010

hermoso ♥

that's spanish for sexy. nah he ain't spanish. he just looks spanish. the jonas brothers are italian, irish, german, cherokee american indian. when you mix races, you get damn good looking people.


Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Have A Laugh. & A Cry.


This is the first time one single video has made me laugh and cry so much. This vid is so hilarious, but watch till the end.  It touched me so much. It made me cry a lot. Happy Belated Father's day, people.