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Saturday, January 1, 2011

My fashion role model ♥ Always has been.

Goodbye 2010...I'm gonna miss you dearly. Hua Hin. Children Of Asia. Colours Of Asia. Silent Minds. & all the drama...people come, people go. All in one year. Many friendships were formed and many broken as well. 

To Yan: You have given up so much for us. I know that with all this crap going on, you have nothing to promise us right now. But I will still stand by your side because I want to. Because I love you. A lot. Every time Nat and I run into a problem, we run to you. Because we can trust you so very much. Wholeheartedly. I look up to you. I really do. I think you were too kind. You were the only one who could smell the lies from a mile away. But you still loved and forgave time and time again. You deserve someone more worthy of you. And I think it's amazing how accurate your instincts always are. I wish I could be as smart as you. I love how Nat and I can talk to you about boys so easily. & how we could squeal about hot guys together. (; hehehehe. MT! Zain Malik! :P

To Nat: Seriously, the amount that we've been through together has been a hell lot. From noobs to dancers to choreographers. I still remember our first choreography. The extension of the fan dance. I think we did a nice job. (: I will never forget that epic moment on stage during Silent Minds, where I prepared to run and jump while you catch me, for the very first time on stage. Words cannot even explain how much I love you, my sister. There is something you have done that I have found out about and I should be angry with you about it. But I choose to keep quiet about it because I still cannot bring myself to get angry with you. Until now, you still don't even know that I know what you did. But I still love you. A lot. & you too, I love how I can tell you every single thing (including my most embarrassing secrets XD ) and you just laugh your ass off but you don't judge. (: I also think it's damn awesome how you finally come to realize the awesomeness of JUSTIN BIEBER!!! HAHAHA. I love how every time both of us see a hot guy, we'd suck in our breaths and tense up beside each other. Hahaha! It's fun! & how we warn each other that a hot guy nearby when you talk talk talk to me then suddenly your eyes widen like the owl you are and you hold your breath. HEHE. Our body language codes, girl. (; Spencer! MT! Liam Payne! :P

To Yi Wei: You're such a brother to me. You take good care of the girls and me like the man you are, and I love you for that. Your endless support and love given to me has touched me from time to time. Sometimes I break down and get angry with you and I say things to you that are not very nice. But you still stand there and take my punches. You may not understand fully what we are going through and how we feel, but you still try to understand and you stand by my side anyway. I wouldn't trade you for anything. You are such a good guy, Cactus. You are my pillar of strength. I love how I can even talk to you about my boy problems & not only do you seriously listen to everything I say, you are even able to give me good advice. When I get a bit too depressed or a bit too wild in my head, you slap in the face with words that bring me back to Earth. I can say without a doubt, that I need you in my life.

To Wendy: I'm so glad you came to talk to me that day. Before that day, we were never really close. But after we talked (for hours at KFC, haha), I grew closer to you and I am so damn glad about that. I came to know more about you and got closer to you. Now I can tell you everything, all my secrets...oh how we can talk to each other about boys...hehe. I love how HILARIOUS you can be! With you, I can just keep on laughing. I love how we could make endless jokes about Spongebob, Drake & Josh, That's Raven, etc....You and Afiq are the only ones I can joke about that. Cuz everyone else doesn't watch those shows or would just NOT get it. HAHA! When I'm feeling absolutely lost, you are my compass. You help me find myself and assure me that everything will work out. When I feel like my world is ending, you show me how it's only starting. You're irreplaceable. I love you. Like a lot. Saying that is also an understatement to how much I love you.

To Afiq: When you left, I was devastated. I felt like I lost a large part of my family. I can always depend on you for...everything. You lift me up when I'm down. You'll do everything you can to try to make me smile when I'm crying & you always succeed.You slap me with reality when my mind gets too crazy. Even after being away from us for so many months, you are still standing by my side when I need you. & not once did you judge me. I love how we can talk about anything under the sky. How we can just say one word and burst out into laughing fits. Like, "WALTER" ! Hehehe. I love how we can talk on the phone until 4am about retarded things and just let go, laugh and chill. I love how we can just walk aimlessly around town and exploring it when we're bored. I was very touched, when you told me that you thought of us when you heard the song "Things Are Gonna Get Better".  I love how you always tell me to go for it when I am scared to do something. You teach me how to take risks and you show me how sometimes that's just how life works. You gotta takes risks because if you don't, you would be stuck in the same place forever. With you I am never bored. Hehe, you still depressed after our trip to the Marina Bay Sands? Hahaha, man I will never forget that.  I love you, moron. A lot. You're the bestest best friend I could ever ask for. :D

To Danica: Girl, where do I start?! You genuinely care about me. About my well-being and everything. Once you sense that I am slightly down, you call me up straight away. Most of the times I'd tell you that I'd rather not talk about it right now, and I love how you wouldn't push it. You would say okay and you let me be. And it's the fact that you even bothered to call me, that  always makes me feel so much better. Because it reminds me that I will always have you, standing there and waiting to catch me if I fall. You always help me to look on the brighter side of things. You know that I have a fear of giving boys a chance, after what I've been through and what I've witnessed. I love how you aren't like the rest who would keep insisting that I should just "give it a try" and lecture me about how I need to get over this fear one day. No you don't do that, but instead you silently try to cure me by doing things on the sidelines to help me. I know what you do sometimes, Dani. (: I know what you do quietly to help me. I'm getting better and it's only because I didn't felt pressured. & I start to realize what you're doing for me as I get better. I love you Danica. & that's an understatement. 

To you: I will always love you, and I will always feel the need to protect you and be there for you. I wanna hold you and hug you and never let go. I will never forget the day you told me that I am your heart, without me, you would die. I love you so much and I will never stop loving you. You are my little piggy sister and my little piggy sister you will always be. Forever in my heart, you will always be. I will not forget my promise to bring you to the huge Forever 21. I will show you the haven where I get all my stuff that you never fail to squeal about. 

Happy New Year.