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Thursday, October 28, 2010
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
"Mummy, can you leave the door open when you leave? I'm scared..."
"Why? Rachel will still at home with you."
"OKAY NEVERMIND JUST CLOSE THE DOOR. I'M MORE SCARED OF HER."
HAHAHA aren't I just the best sister evarrrrrrr.
Friday, October 22, 2010
It's been a long time since I last had a dream. Last night, I dreamt that I was a princess. I dreamt that I also had a twin sister who somehow looked slightly different from me but still similar. She was also going to rule this country with me. I couldn't remember the place we were gonna rule, but all I remember was that part where we were at our coronation. and I don't know why, but we were actually walking towards a stage to be crowned.
We were walking down the aisle with the audience around, about to receive our crowns, when suddenly everything became so fast paced and tense. Someone was calling out cues and we had to follow. Someone then called "blackout!". Everything turned dark except for a single spotlight on the stage. The spotlight stayed there throughout the whole time. Then the lights came back on and suddenly the grandiosity of the coronation came to a hault. The people around, who were dressed in grand dresses and suits, started acting like they didn't care about the crowning any more. They stopped behaving like they were at a grand royal event. My twin sister and I were suddenly running around in heels and holding up the hems of our dresses, doing everything we were told to do. I can't remember exactly what were told to do, but all I could remember was that we were running to and fro doing some kinds of...errands? I think? I dunno. I can't remember most of it.
This is one of the weirdest dreams I have ever had. I don't even know if I should call it nightmare or just a dream. Strange. What have I been eating before I sleep.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
I'm still kinda overwhelmed by Silent Minds. Especially the fact that Nat and I managed to pull off some choreography changes that was made AN HOUR before show time. The first time we actually did it on that stage was during the show itself. Before that we were behind the curtains trying it out. & what's even better was that the choreography involved physical theatre. I still cannot forget Nat's owl face that screamed "OKAY THIS IS IT!" when we were on stage, about to do the lift. That one moment on stage, with the whole audience staring us down, was only like 2 seconds but to me it felt like ages. It was boiled down to one chance. Make it or break it. Either we do it or fall and spoil the whole show. We looked at each other with eyes wide open, took one final breath, I ran, she braced. Next thing I knew, we were telling ourselves, "we did it".
Nat. The amount of things we've been through together for the span of just one year. It feels like I was in the same womb as you. I remember, in Children of Asia, we had every scene together, we came out for every scene together, we were always paired together. Same goes for Colours of Asia. Now Silent Minds, we did what we previously never thought we could.
Nat. The amount of things we've been through together for the span of just one year. It feels like I was in the same womb as you. I remember, in Children of Asia, we had every scene together, we came out for every scene together, we were always paired together. Same goes for Colours of Asia. Now Silent Minds, we did what we previously never thought we could.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
How the I find the words?!
Today was....daaaaamn! We made so many people cry!! & this time, we didn't just have one or two people coming up to us, we had TONS of people IN TEARS coming up to us. This lady told us that she saw the whole back row well up in tears during the scene where Hilary was struggling and I was trying to hold her back. So many people came to shake our hands, to tell us what a good show we did. When I heard that the scene between Hils & I made so many people well up at the same time, I couldn't help but cry myself! I so rarely cry out of happiness.
There was even this guy who's in league with Jack Neo's company, who's so interested in us that he wants to meet up again to discuss how we can do more shows. & he mentioned something like, he was looking for people to go overseas to do this kind of thing? Something like that! It was so damn noisy and so many people that we don't know were coming up to us the the same time. It was a whirl! I shook so many hands today. O.o
We've gotten comments like "Scene 1 was heartfelt. Scene 2 got everyone trying to understand what it is about. Scene 3 left the audience in tears. Scene 4 stunned the audience. Scene 5 shamed and amazed the audience"
"that made me so emotional! The choice of music, the choreography and everything....my eyebrows were furrowed the whole time!"
"when is your next show?!"
and we recieved many "hi! your performance was great! (shakes hands) I loved it so much!"
We felt a taste of stardom today. Can I relieve today again please? Haha. XD
Friday, October 15, 2010
For those who haven't checked the Thespian facebook page....we still did it. (:
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
I've been waiting a good 4 years to see this.
It's over. It's finally fucking over. But yet, instead of being able to feel free. my health paid the price. I thought it would feel different you know, walking out of the examination room after the last paper. Well I just had to already feel nauseous DURING the paper....story of my life.
Today at rehearsal, I got a glimpse of the past and it scared me. Alot. Just dancing for like 3 minutes and I had that same chest problem I used to have 2 years ago. It reminded me of how I used to be like 2 years ago, after running around Scape. Ironically we were at Scape. It was fucking scary. I know it may be my bad flu, but just pirouetting made me want to puke my guts out. I think I did a bit. @__@ God.
Monday, October 11, 2010
12.10.10
LAST. PAPER. FOR. THE. YEAR.
Helloooooo freedom. (; I can't wait to open up my "Things To Do After N's" list. It's getting longer and longer, I swear.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Soon.
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
I just read on OMG facts that baby boys who are fat in their first six months of development, usually turn out to be hot. This is because, in the first six months, these babies make the best use of the testosterone that is coursing through their tiny bodies. For those of you who don't know, testosterone is a male sex hormone that affects muscle and bone growth in babies, as well as sexual development in young adults. I can tell you, this is really quite true! I know a number of guys who were fat when they were babies but they all turned out hot!
I'll let you guys in a little secret. I've always wanted a baby boy of my own. I've even decided on his name for a long time now. Nathaniel. (:
If I ever have Nathaniel, I'm so gonna make him fat for the first six months hehehe.
Monday, October 4, 2010
I swear, I think my mom really looks like Vanessa Hudgens. Especially in this picture!
No matter how bitchy she can be at times, she is still a great woman and was a great wife as well. Something my dad failed to see and cherish before he lost her for good. She did try very hard to put up with him. Too late, dad. Try finding another woman like her. You just can't.
I love today! Even though I had only 2 and a half hours to sleep before the exam, it was so worth it. The night before, I crammed Biology. I think it's admirable, the fact that I didn't revise Chemistry before the exam cuz I focused on Bio, and still was able to find it easy. I finished both papers in 45 minutes! Then spent 15 minutes checking my paper over and over again, sometimes finding a few careless mistakes, corrected it, then tried not to fall asleep on the table. I swear I will be so damn shocked if I fail the Chem & Bio. (;
Pretty confident about Math Paper 1 tomorrow. Hakim had me sit through a mock exam today, and I scored 80/100. WHOOOO! I just hope I will not succumb to the nerves again tomorrow. Sigh. 7 more god damn papers to go. Stay calm.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Friday, October 1, 2010
The 3 of them have turned their back on us and walked away.
Hua Hin is such a magical place. Even the photos we take, has meaning. Signs and meanings that we would never have guessed. One gone from each hut...you know, now Nat & I have come to realize that the straight haired sculpture of the girl in our hut resembles Chanel a lot.
Happy Birthday Yan!
It was only a year ago when we made that video for your last birthday and you watched it in the bare factory. The walls were not even painted yet. Look at the factory now! Yan, I remember the first time I met you. It was when you handed me the squad form in PL. Daaaaaaaaaayumm, it has only been 2 years man. Only.
I remember when I auditioned for Nat's role in Pierrot. You told me that you were considering me for it because you saw something in my portrayal of the character, that was innocent, yet rebellious, and with that hint of hurt burning in my eyes when I role played with Anna, "my mother". You made me a very happy girl that day.
Last year I was not very close to you. You were always silent and composed and I guess I was afraid to approach you. But this year, I've gotten closer to you, as we share all the laughter and the jokes, making fun of Yi Wei, Char Siew, Starfish, Bangla, Owl... XD
Even in the way you hug me, is different from last year and this year. This year, your hugs have become more tighter and warmer. You hug me like you really mean it. Just last year I was still afraid to approach you cuz to me, you had always seemed like you were bored with my presence or something. O.o But now, I've come to know you more and you've opened up to me and I really like that. Previously, I always never knew whether you were happy with me or not, because you always looked so neutral and composed to me. Maybe cuz you couldn't be bothered with me then haha!
I love you Yan. A very happy birthday to you!
"When Yan was a little girl, she starred in Chinese commercials....ching chong ching chong!" hehe I still remember the lyrics.